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My assumption is to always think that people are mad at me, or people…

Karra

quite a phallic thing to say

I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday

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quite a phallic thing to say
My assumption is to always think that people are mad at me, or people are ignoring me or people are talking about me behind my back. Which is stupid, I realize, and dumb and all sorts of words that mean idiot. But, it's not like I have no reason to think this. It's not like these things have never happened to me. They have. Often. My reaction, when I feel these things, however is not to say anything to anybody. Posts on my fb or twitter, sure. It's not like those are direct.

But I'm sure there is also the fact that while I do want to know that people aren't mad at me, bothered by me, ignoring me, thinking that I'm stupid...I don't know if I want to know that they are, are, are and do.

No one wants to think that people hate them.

I almost always feel like people hate me. Not specific people. Not specific things.
  • And to be honest, I should just should delete this. I don't want people to read this and think it's about them, or read this and decide based on this that they're done with me.

    Edited at 2013-02-08 04:29 am (UTC)
  • (no subject) - djinni
  • Do you feel like there's anything you can do to stop feeling that way or is it just kind of overwhelming?
    • I don't know. Which isn't helpful, I know.

      I'm sure it'll stop on it's own, eventually.

      The least helpful on my own issues.

      Edited at 2013-02-08 04:49 am (UTC)
  • Talking it out with someone might help?
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